I'm at peace. I am no longer stressing about why he doesn't call me, talk to me or act remotely interested in my life. For the first time, I have an ex--really. We talk when we can and never for long. I still love him, but I realize the importance of letting go.
It's not easy to give up something you've been used to for the past 3 years. It's not easy to wake up and the person you gave your complete self to is gone. It hurts. It's hard and you don't always understand. Thank God for relief and acceptance.
There is a new interest who is keeping me up nights with beautiful conversation. We talk about everything. We laugh and, mostly, we flirt. I enjoy everything about him. I enjoy his random confessions of craziness, his willingness to read me and his genuine concern for me as a person. I think he is a beautiful person to have in my life and I pray it continues.
We'll see.
Gotta go do this video for class!
later Kids
Love.Live.Music
Mwa.
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